“Hilda”
Hello darling
Where have you been?
I’ve missed you
In this other
………domain
Where shadow people
………. Walk
You know the ones
The ones you see
……. As children

“Me”
I’ve been ill
I’ve been stressed
My insides
Have been tied in a knot
My thoughts chaotic
My world seems
……. So cruel
I can hardly
Stand it

“Hilda”
Well then
Are you ready?
Ready to come to me?
I’ll take away
…….. the pain
I’ll make everything
……… so simple
I’ll even remove
……… the cruelty

“Me”
And replace it with what?
Your idea of
……..comfort
Your idea of
…….. fairness
Your idea of what
I need to have
How I should
……. Feel
How I should be living
While I am dead

“Hilda”
Then where will you go?
What…..will you do?
Sounds like to me
You tired of living
The responsibility
The restrictions
The pain of it all
The symptoms
Of this PTSD
This disease you say
I gave to you
Tell me if I’m wrong
Tell me
Do you want
……. To live
Or do you want
……. To die

“Me”
I want peace
I want to breathe
………. Freely
I want to help others
While I help myself
Through my writing
I owe life
……… that much
But if I am to die
I want to be with
My brothers……. Hijack
Snowman…… the rest
Of them
I sure in the Hell
Don’t want to be
With you
My demons I created
Through death
So they can torture me
For……. Eternity

“Hilda”
But even there
With your brothers
I can reach you
My power is greater
Then you may think
So live…….. die
As your organs
Start to erode
Your death…….. is
Not really my concern
Because wherever you are
I will haunt you
I will be with you
I will breathe
………. With you
Remember…… you did
Kill me

“Me”
Fuck you!!!!
You have to remind me
Every time
Regardless…… I’ll go
When I decide to go
I only wish
There was some way
I could disconnect
………… This line

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